Monday, March 9, 2009

love and me

Love sex and relationship......

Well when I come across peoples’ talk about love, marriages, and relationships and sex.... I never understand one thing why people mix all these things together... In my thought they all are very much different....

Love and me:

Love is an eternal feeling ... it lets you know the true beauty of life.... this is feeling which can be generate in anyone’s heart for anyone ... and that makes you alive.

During my graduation and school I have been the witness of many true love stories (so called) where peoples first in search of real beauties (aishwarya rai\salman khan in their languages) and then they fall in love when they see one ... in a true love ... I always use to laugh on these shits .. Why don’t you except the truth ... you are in love either due to her\his beauty or some company... or simply you want to have sex with her ... and sometimes they want to have sex with her to let the people know that they had sex with such a beautiful person and that makes him\her more important person for others... people start respecting him and start being jealous of him\her then where come the love buddy. You got what the jealousy and a lover whom soon going to be either with someone who is good in playing game than you or going to be hurt as he\she likes you really or you will live with him\her in confusion that you love her (questions in your mind->ya I love her ... do I ... ya I love him\her .. she\he is beautiful\handsome ... what else I need a beautiful face sexy figure... then you don’t love her\him for what he\she is you try to see her\him what the sick thoughts in your inner and cheat yourself and one day you find that you are married to him\her)............... I wish you a very happy married and love life..... That’s only I can do for you. And i really wish by my heart.

If you really want to have true love then doesn’t be desperate for it and don’t try to find it out in every person. Let the feelings generate within you for themselves for someone, for something ... it could be anyone a male a female or anyone... I don’t know why people kept that straight and gay word with love... those have to be with sex and for love that is just love amongst two people.... There are just feelings.

And ya when it generate let him\her know about this, never keep any regret with you, in my view there is not anything called as PAANA(gain) or KHONA (lose) in love ... there is only love ... that will always be there either you are with your lover or not.... if it is with you then definitely will make you happy ... but if your lover with not you then why you get unhappy ... I never understood that and so people tell me that I am some kind of insane... I don’t know ...then I think I never understood what is true love ... but I don’t want to keep any definition for love with me, i still love the all of my so called love of life they are still with me those moments and love remain with me and always makes me happy and alive ... I think love is beyond definition one can only feel what it is ... an I feel it within all things ... I love my life ... all the beauty around me ... all greenery, scenery, lakes, rivers, colours, words and the list is on and on.............. what else you need to be happy ... what else you need to be alive ... I am in love with life .... And I am always with all of my love.... I don’t want to marry all of them and keep them with me together ... I just want to keep those feelings with me and experience real beauty of life i wan to love all the people around me and to find myself in some kind of heaven i wish one day i can be a part of the place (world) wher all people love each other all have a true pure heart and there is nothing called as detest, i don’t know where that world is but i believe you are the creator of your own world and so am i ...i am going to create that word for me that is my dream and that is me... an insane lover of life ........